Wednesday, December 10, 2008

HELP!

Life is too short. There's too much I want to try. Too much I want to do. It's not as easy for me as it is for some. I can't seem to make a decision. I like school here, but there doesn't seem to be a major meant for me. I don't see myself sitting at a desk. I don't see myself teaching. I don't see myself even learning trivial things that I will never need. On the other hand... I see myself doing a few things, but each involves a different type of school. How do I choose...

1. I could go into art and learn photography or drawing
2. I could go to a culinary school and become a baker of some sort
3. I could go to fashion school and become a fashion designer
4. I could learn graphic design or architecture
5. I could marry rich and be a housewife or travel the world 
(this last one is the ideal choice but yea right.)

The only thing I don't see myself doing is staying where I am. I don't like being in the same spot for very long. It makes me anxious. I want to travel the world. I want to go places. I don't like feeling tied down. I feel trapped like an animal in a cage. I'm scratching to get out. 

1 comment:

Unknown said...

well ok when you go to barnes and noble, what section do you go to? are you seriously interested in fashion? because if you were, you would be sewing like lil jenny and obsessing over diane von furstenburg and co. Or do you seriously like culinary arts? Like are you inspired to cook or bake all the time? And do you watch Food Net.. such as Top Chef and Challenge? What about Hotel Restaurant Management? You can ask Ali about it. She manages a restaurant at Disney. Sad thing is that we have to work to live. It's just the way it is and you can't depend on anyone else for money. Don't even joke about marrying rich because if it doesn't work out, you're alone and penniless. You might not love what you do at first, but just get a degree and do anything til you figure it out. I don't love what I do. I'd rather blog for a living, but I have to pay bills and I need insurance and no one can help me so that's how it is. Don't they have culinary arts at Penn State? Or fashion? Or art? If you really want to transfer, do it next year. Don't wait or else you'll be like 30 when you graduate. haha jk. You'll figure it out. Just enjoy and don't worry so much. Life isn't really about a job anyway.