ROAR.

I can't help but feel a little lonely when I realize I have exactly 2 friends in Altoona (one my roommate the other my boyfriend). It makes me kinda sad. I wish I had lived in the dorms freshman year so I could have a way to meet people. Though, in fact, I meet a lot of people, I just have problems making friends with them cuz I never have anything to talk about. I have friends in State College but the problem with that is I only see them on weekends and most of them are graduating after next year.

I also have no idea where I am living next year which makes me kind of nervous. I do not like not knowing my future plans. I get anxiety when I don't have things planned out especially for something such as housing. I wish I could have someone to room with so I didn't have to be paired up with someone random and not know where I am living. It makes it very scary to think about. Best case scenario I live with Michelle again or in the upstairs half of the house Mike is staying in (downstairs is guys). Either way I would need to drive up a huge hill to get to the apartment which means I basically need 4 wheel drive or im stuck there until forever (aka when it stops snowing).  Another way that would work would to be living in the dorms, which could be a good way to meet new people, but I would need to be able to get off the waitlist which is where I am currently located. UGH!

I would love to be able to know where I will be living and have some friends next year.  Please advise.