Wishes.

I wish I could be done with college so I could go to cooking school to take baking classes. 

I wish I could be on food network. 

I wish I could tell my roommate to stop chewing with her mouth open. 

I wish I could tell her to clean up her stuff. 

I wish I could tell her to clean the sink after she uses it.

I wish I could tell her to not get detergent everywhere when she washes things. 

I wish I could speak my mind. 

I wish I knew what my mind was telling me. 

I wish I could pick up and move. 

I wish I didn't feel trapped here. 

I wish I could go home. 

I wish I didn't have the same routine every week. 

I wish I could be motivated to exercise.

I wish I could be motivated. 

Motivation?

Real World

So I scheduled classes last night and got all the ones i needed except marketing but I should get that too hopefully because I couldnt schedule cuz Im apparently not officially in my major so I have to talk to my advisor. Today I came home to find girl scout cookies and a new jacket at my back door from Aunt Lyn which is wonderful. I had a half hour convo with mother and I also talked to Aunt Lyn, Pappy, and Aunt Judy. I have class at 3 until 5:30 and then I have to go to my first tennis practice which kinda sucks since I hate running haha. I should go grocery shopping but I have no money and I decided I have enough rice and pasta to last me a while so Ill pass on groceries for a bit. Other than that life is good. My mom is coming soon which is good cuz I havnt seen her since like Christmas... and that sucks cuz I had like a breakdown first time I went home because it was so different. But whatever nothing i can do. Off to the real world. Bye.