Cheers!

So heres an update of my life. Christmas was fun. I cried on New Years at midnight for no reason whatsoever unless my subconscious knows something i don't? Weird. I know. I was more sick than i have ever been in my entire life yesterday and didn't want to go anywhere. And today i can't wait to get out of my house and be with my friends. The movers were here all day and it was really stressful and freezing cold in our house because the door was open. It is still quite frigid as a matter of fact. I was kinda thinking about how life is gonna be now that i don't really have a home. Sure i have places that i can stay like my dad's, my aunt's, and my grandmother's but none of those places are my home. They just feel like houses. I didn't grow up in any of those places so i feel like until i buy a house of my own, i'm basically going to be homeless for the time being. This wouldn't bother me so much if i actually liked going to school (which i obviously don't). I don't hate going just because Mike is there and he is basically the only thing that keeps me grounded cuz i can tell him anything and i dont have to worry about him judging me at all. It helps to have someone to talk to. My New Years Resolution is to stop worrying about things i can't fix right now. I can't really fix much at the time being so i will stick it out for another year and a half til i can move to State College where i will hopefully like it better and then in 2 years after that i will move away and find some place that i can settle down. Until then i will not think about anything but the present. Heres to a New Year.