Monday, February 16, 2009

ROAR.

I can't help but feel a little lonely when I realize I have exactly 2 friends in Altoona (one my roommate the other my boyfriend). It makes me kinda sad. I wish I had lived in the dorms freshman year so I could have a way to meet people. Though, in fact, I meet a lot of people, I just have problems making friends with them cuz I never have anything to talk about. I have friends in State College but the problem with that is I only see them on weekends and most of them are graduating after next year.
I also have no idea where I am living next year which makes me kind of nervous. I do not like not knowing my future plans. I get anxiety when I don't have things planned out especially for something such as housing. I wish I could have someone to room with so I didn't have to be paired up with someone random and not know where I am living. It makes it very scary to think about. Best case scenario I live with Michelle again or in the upstairs half of the house Mike is staying in (downstairs is guys). Either way I would need to drive up a huge hill to get to the apartment which means I basically need 4 wheel drive or im stuck there until forever (aka when it stops snowing).  Another way that would work would to be living in the dorms, which could be a good way to meet new people, but I would need to be able to get off the waitlist which is where I am currently located. UGH!
I would love to be able to know where I will be living and have some friends next year.  Please advise.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

honey bunchy, you will make friends! every year you're at school, you will meet more people! just don't think about it or worry about it so much! You're amazing and beautiful and everyone likes you! For real! I'm not just saying that bc you're my sis. enjoy your college life. you'll miss it. and it's okay to hang out alone. I just hung out in my room alone since 7 and i'm enjoying just bloggin and whatev you know?

Unknown said...

Remember that everyone likes to talk about themselves so just ask questions! And meeting new people is only a matter of saying hello. And ditto what E said...I've met and made new friends every year, even every semester! Don't worry so much about finding friends. Friends will find you.

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